I want to start telling people my overall and daily worries about death and the dying process.

I have been thinking about it alot ever since I had a baby my own mortality seems to be more relevant.

Questions start being asked.... what would she do if I died?

Who will look after her?

And even questions about how friends and family members have died... is there cancer in the family etc... all questions I have never asked myself before.

I have always been so laid back about death and just thought that when my time comes thats that. But now I am responsible for another persons life I find myself not taking risks and not living as freely as i used to .... is this normal?

and why should being more carefuk actually prevent death because anyone can be run over by a bus any second.

So many question!! DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE THE SAME FEARS?

and shoud we be more aware of death ?